WOW, I can’t believe you are already 30 Erin, hope our dreams came true. Right now being 18 and a freshman in college it is pretty scary to think I will actually be 30. Well you know how many changes are occurring right now in my life. I decided to go so far from home, and Indiana is so different from California. I did mess up in my grades for the first semester, this is the worst I have ever done in school. I am mad that the distance and change got to us, but I think I am pulling through it and hopefully get good grades this semester. If I don’t pull through for us I am so sorry .I wish I could, hopefully it's for the best if Purdue doesn’t work out. I’m sorry if I messed up a good. But hey for me the semester isn’t over yet, and I am trying extremely hard. Oh if you’re out of shape go work out ha-ha, and never ever think you are old because you are 30 the 30's are the new 40's and so on. Oh and I hope you’re married with kids by now, and have that nice range rover or Lexus. So yeah you’re beautiful and I love you love 18 Year old Erin:]