It has been placed on my heart lately that I jump ahead of the game and plan way too far ahead instead of enjoying the moment. It starts with little things like planning my weekend. Then I can plan my next weekend and the weekend after that and so on. It gets to be ridiculous, but once my weekends are planned I plan my next big break from college and the one after that. I am even starting to plan final projects for classes. It is insane. I sometimes even find myself planning my career and what I will be teaching and what I am going to do for my homework policy and everything like that. And I know that it comes from excitement but I also think it comes from habit. I just know that finally God has like "slapped my wrists" so to speak, and has told me that I need to give Him the pen to my life and He, Himself, will write me an amazing story. So today is all I can think about anymore and I have to admit it is awesome.