my brain is ready to melt, and I've usually always dealt with this by playing my violin, and it tends to sound the best when I'm angry/frustrated/depressed...can't play it in my room anymore, it's full of suitcases and boxes and my roommates are always there, and obnoxiously loud....I was just thinking, back freshman year, when we played outside at Niagara falls, people dropped money into our cases...I think I made about $50 that day, it was pretty nifty.... too bad we're mostly poor college students here because I need money

first of all, thank you everyone for your feedback. It's very useful.

Are we going to get to see final projects? I know some of them aren't on digital media, but if we could see at least the ones that are, it would be really cool, because I really like what I've seen so far. I think all of you chose really good mediums for your research/project. I'm really interested in seeing final projects if possible.

Seriously, yes, it's fun to think about the future, I think I live in the future a little too much though. All this future talk is making me an anxious/depressed mess right now!!!

There's something that's hard to really grasp, and that's the idea of there's no actual happily ever after. I know I fantasize about it and such but I think what I've really learnt over the years is that if that's what you're expecting, it's not going to happen.

Three stars away
Forever and a day
Falling apart
No one is at fault
It's only a lifetime
Don't waste your time

Am I allowed to change my mind on images for this paper?

pfft...so I'm looking forward to getting out of here. Fed up of my roommates...found a roommate for the fall today so happy 'bout that

summer....have a month off where I'll be working for my dance teacher as usual, probably not competition prep, but maybe because I get the most money out of it. That requires working from 3am to 11pm. I will probably do a few days of that

BEACH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISS THE BEACH!!!!!!!!! I will be at the beach AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE!!!!!

Taking classes at Rutgers U. from May 27th-August 13th.

Where does everyone want to live after college? City? Suburbs? Rural? US? different continent?

So, we've already established that I'm probably not sane, so I might as well just say it. Yes, I would rather have a bunch of dogs around my house than a person. I love animals, and I love big doggies, the playful ones that just brighten up your day. I love coming home to a dog wagging his/her tail that I'm home. I love playing with dogs, they're so much fun. I grew up around dogs, especially one; Hailey. She was my best friend in the whole entire world over any human being friend I could ever have had. I spoiled Hailey so much.

I don't mean to put this off until Sunday night, I swear. I guess with all the "write a topic of your own choice," I'm sort of running out of things I want to write about right now. I have plenty of ideas, but I don't like writing things until they're full processed in my heads, which pretty much gets me into trouble all too often but still. All week I try to think about what I could write on here that would be thought-provoking and interesting and something I haven't done before, that I could work on, but I haven't felt like starting brand new things because I never finish anything anymore.